
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Its Own Worth

Saturday, April 19, 2008
Prayer, Anger; Anger, Prayer
"As Dorothy Sayers once remarked, we all have our diabolical thoughts, but there's a world of difference in how we act on those thoughts, whether, say, we write a murder mystery or commit murder. If a person wrongs me unjustly, I have several options. I can seek personal revenge, a response condemned by the Bible. I can deny or suppress my feelings of hurt and anger. Or, I can take those feelings to God, entrusting God with the task of retributive justice. The cursing psalms are vivid examples of that last option. The authors are expressing their outrage to God, not to the enemy.
Instinctively, we want to clean up our feelings in our prayers, but perhaps we have it all backwards. Perhaps we should strive to take all our worst feelings to God. After all, what would be gossip when addressed to anyone else is petition when addressed to God. What is a vengeful curse when spoken about someone ('Damn those people!') is a plea of helpless dependence when spoken directly to God ('It's up to you to damn those people - only you are a just judge').
I see the cursing psalms as an important model for how to deal with evil and injustice. I should not try to suppress my reaction of horror and outrage at evil. Nor should I try to take justice in my own hands. Rather, I should deliver those feelings, stripped bare, to God. As the Books of Job, Jeremiah and Habakkuk clearly show, God has a high threshold of tolerance for what is appropriate to say in prayer. God can 'handle' my unsuppressed rage. I may well find that my vindictive feelings need God's correction - but only by taking those feelings to God will I have that opportunity for correction and healing. "
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Quiet time
I am currently reading a book by Philip Yancey called "Prayer". In one of the chapters, Philip mentioned that he attended a camp and was challenged to spend 2 hours a day alone on prayer. The 2 hours alone made him realised how important quiet time in our lives is for us to get close to our Heavenly Father.Later this week, in my church weekly program called "Accelerate", solitude was mentioned again. It makes me realise how busy I have been in my life with little things: things that I do for work, for my relationship, for my family, and at church; that I didn't realise that I have neglected to set quiet time apart for God.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
A lovely surprise
I have a lovely surprise this morning when my colleague told me that I have flowers at the reception at my work place. "Flowers?" I was thinking, because Keith is in Jakarta for work this week. Apparently, he organised for this to be sent before he left. It was a very pleasant surprise, because I was feeling blue last night, so it came just at the right time. I feel grateful to him and God because the timing couldn't be better for putting a smile on my face.There are purple lisianthus, light green baby roses, yellow lillies, bright yellow tulips and Australian native plants in there, I think.
I put the flowers on a beige coach when I took this photo. It happened that it serves as a good contrast for the flowers.
It turned out that the light green roses are actually baby purple roses when it opens up. What a lovely surprise again! It's really nice to see the flowers blossoming day by day. :)
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Autumn or winter?
This picture of railway track was taken at Emu Plains station in Sydney, Australia. We were heading to Blue Mountains and were waiting for the regional train. It was actually still winter when this photo was taken, but the colour from the surroundings looks as if it was taken in autumn. I probably would not get this kind of effect in autumn as it is very dry here until the rain comes in winter. Even so, the rain might not come every year. But this year, we have been blessed with heavy rain, to the extend that Hunter Valley was flooded for several days! Saturday, September 15, 2007
The Three Sisters

Thursday, December 28, 2006
A Beautiful Song - Oceans Will Part
If my heart has grown cold,
There Your love will unfold;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
When I’m blind to my way,
There Your Spirit will pray;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
Oceans will part; nations come
At the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise; glory shown.
In my life, Your will be done.
Present suffering may pass,
Lord, Your mercy will last;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
And my heart will find praise,
I’ll delight in Your way,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
Oceans will part; nations come
At the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise; glory shown.
In my life, Your will be done.
Oceans will part; nations come
At the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise; glory shown.
In my life, Your will be done.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Causeway, Perth

Wednesday, December 06, 2006
A simple prayer
Father, there are people around me that I know and care who are in their rough times now. May You guide them and bring them out from their storms. You are a faithful God and you never desert us. May Your love, peace and joy be with them. May they enjoy the peace and goodness in You. Thank you, Lord. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen. 



